There's so many things in my life that I could have done, but just didn't. I was too scared to do certain things. I could have been out of Marathon by now... away from here.. I wouldn't be in this position I'm in... but it just seems I always screw something good up. I'm glad I have this second chance. This time I'm going to do this right, going to make things right, and be where I want to be.
I'm planning a trip to go see Temina. I'm excited, and nervous. I'm excited to see her, nervous to see what Ottawa is like.. I'm afraid I'm going to fall in love with the place right away and not want to leave. I'm hoping that we can do a lot while I'm there.. which will definitely involve smoking some.... herbs... =\. I wanna go there, see all of Ottawa, punch some old people.. Feed pigeons and throw them into moving vehicles. Isn't that what normal people do in Ottawa?
I figure.. I'm moving in with my dad soon. Gonna save some money, and well... I hate to admit it.. but I'm going to try alt ed again.. key word TRY. I am going to put my all into it, but with the amount Ive been working, it's gonna be hard. I'm not gonna stress myself over it, though. If I can't keep up with the work, I will drop out; once again. I always have my plan b though, which is take my GED.
My dad was talking to me today, telling me I should move to Alberta, and look for work there. He also said the Yukon.. and NWT =D. I told him I wouldn't go to Alberta, too crowded there for me. He said he can try talking to his old boss, up in Snap Lake, and see if he can get me a job there working two weeks in, two weeks out. Idk if I would like that though... There's more to it then that, why I wouldn't like it.. but I'm not talking about it.
This blog is pretty random today.. I just need to spill whatever is on my mind.
I don't know much, but there is one thing I do know. I know that I want TRUE happiness in my life... I know I will have it one day, but until I can be where I want to be.. I won't be fully happy.
BLAH.
I dunno why I keep typing. I guess just to pass time. I'll shut up now..
I'm definitely writing another blog later, though. Unless it gets busy here at work.
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Aw sweet! I'm in your blog. TIFF You have so much potential it leaks out your butt when you fart. But even after many farts, you're still full. :P I'm glad you're gonna give alt ed another try. I know it feels like bullshit but when you're done, you can go to college and do whatever. It's way more fun than a shitty classroom where you teach yourself. hehe WELLLL I'm going to attempt to do some more homework now that I calmed down from my spaz earlier today. LOVEEE YOU LOVERRRRRRRRR *pees a bit* "Sorry, I was thinking too hard." *goes and changes* YAY See college is full of excitement, even if it's just you realizing how angry a small assignment can make you and using that anger to write a nice blog or kicking something really hard works too. :)
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